~KuroiDarkness

Well, today marks the last day of my holidays.
I don't count the weekends, because we get those free anyway.
And the only thing I can say is that they were damn uneventful. I mean, at first I was thinking 'great, I'll have a whole two weeks to relax and hang with the chaps. And find a job. And do my art history assessment.'
Well.
My first week was stolen by my parents, who said that we needed bonding time. However, we didn't do much bonding. Sure, we went to Snowplanet, but that was about it.

Ok, so snowplanet was perhaps the only eventful entertainment I had. Skiing isn't has hard as I thought it would be. But idiot that I am, I don't now how to use a chairlift. And yes, I fell off it halfway up the slope. ANd yes, I rolled halfway down the slope after that. And thankfully I managed to get up after half an hour, only to collide with some boy at the bottom of the slope -.-
Still. It was amusing. I mean, I did better than my mama/sister did. But then again, sister didn't do much skiing. Thusly spoiling the whole 'family bonding' thing.

Speaking of which, my family seems to be falling apart. I can't really say I'm surprised, but iunno. I would have liked a sense of family at least until I disappeared to University. But it doesn't look like I'm going to get that. Its kinda sad. I miss the closeness we used to have.

But anyway.
I went for a play audition last week monday. Got there at 10AM, waited another 20 minutes for Shin-chan, who showed up late.
And then it started raining. And we just sat in the quad, rehearsing our lines and so on until 12:00 when we were supposed to do the auditions.
HOWEVER. The auditions teacher said that they were running late and I'd have to wait another 20 minutes and could we wait that long? We could? Oh great.
There were like... 4 of us in year 13 that went for the audition. And in the space of 20 minutes, we decided not to do it.
Too much work, not enough time, holy fuck exams were coming up and we'd need to study.
That's our excuse :3 Potato boy was going to be in it anyway. And everyone knows that Potato boy fails at fucking life. Ugh.
However, I had to wait another two hours for my parents to come get me, and it rained, and I stood out there and got wet, THEN we went to a funeral, THEN I had to wait another 2 hours...
Monday wasn't fun.

But aside from that.
Yuri got a cat xD Its adorable.

Eh, I'm just venting here, since only a select few non-retarded people come to read it. If they can be bothered.
Of course, the one I really want to comfort me doesn't have the time to come onto Deviant anymore, so I can't speak to her.

Its one of the other things I'm venting about today. The fact that I'm a nasty, selfish person who can't consider my lover's feelings and how busy she always is. I hope you'll forgive me for that again, uke-seme D:
Speaking of which, you never called me back.
I waited the whole day and you didn't call back. I'm sorry for getting impatient and grumpy about that too, I know you must be busy.
But still...
Uke-seme doesn't have internets anymore either, so I feel completely cut off from her. Like, COMPLETELY. It costs too much for her to answer my calls, and now she can't get online, so I can't talk to her...
I hate being such a clingy person, but that's just Stan's fault, isn't it?

But still.
I miss the old days, when we used to talk for hours on end and have yaoi marathons. Those were happy times.
Everything always seems to change when I fall in love, doesn't it? I hate how that goes.
I'm sorry uke-seme, its just that I really really miss you ;-;

Well, what we need is a lighter subject.
I've got a buttload of stuff to upload, its just that I haven't scanned half of it. I have design boards to do next year, and I was thinking of doing something Raine based for it. Except not. Because I can't do Raine as I did Raine last year. So I'm thinking something that will let me design characters again. I don't quite feel up to doing a 'Minstrel Appreciation' event to be honest. I'd rather do something comfortable. Like something anime/manga based. Sure, I'd LOVE to develop Raine sommore, but its too similar to what I did last year.

I redeveloped Indigo AGAIN.

I'm supposed to be writing my Art History essay, but instead I'm here on Deviant. Isn't that typical? xD
Fucking HATE Art History, by the way. Its the most FAILSOME subject I've taken thos year.
Even more so than Stats ._.;; And I FAIL at stats.

So I found this patch when I was randomly looking up Fire Emblem stuff. So now I've got FE6 in english <3
OH MAI GAWD, IT IS WIN.
You could probably tell from the avatar change... xD
But anyway. I'm the kind of person that goes aimlessly through the game only paying attentiont to storyline. So I wouldn't know WHO the heck to turn into a higher class character and I pick mu units based on their personalities rather than strengths and weaknesses.
I mean, take my FE7 game. Everyone told me to develop Matthew and Raven and I completely ignored both of them. They're both in the fail corner at the very bottom of my list. Instead, Legault is my ONLY level 20 character. And he's a class 2. And I wasted all my restore staff on his Light brand rather than Lyn's Mana Katti or someone else's equally powerful weapon.
I think I'm going the same way with 6 to be honest...
And I basically had a squee fit when I found out that Marcus and Merlinius were in 6. I still find Marcus quite powerful, even if everyone else says he fails at life. Its cuz he's a class 2, ppl. Gosh.
However, back to 6.
I've fallen in love with Ashtol/Astol. NOT IN THAT SENSE >.<;; But personalitywise, he reminds me of Legault. Heck, something about his EYES reminds me of Legault. When I first saw him I was all 'OHMAIGAWD, YOU REMIND ME OF LEGAULT.' So now I'm basically treating him like I treated Legault back in the day xD
And I don't CARE if Cath and Chad are better thieves. Matthew was the better theif out of him and Legault, and I chose Legault over him, didn't I? xD
Dieck also ranks high on my list. That's him up in my avatar thar xD
And if there's one thing I'm more happy about than anything, its that Fir didn't inherit her father's giant nose.
OH GOD, YOU WON'T BELIEVE HOW GLAD I AM THAT THAT DIDN'T HAPPEN.

xD

Kay, well.
I gotta go finish my Art history. So.
Back to school on monday. Not looking forward to it...
Oh well.
Until next time, chaps :3